LOVECOOKIES!!!

2010-02-03T20:24:00.001+08:00

EVERYTIME MAKE IT SOUND SO NICE I WASH BUT NEVER WASH ADN NEVER KENNNA ANY SCOLDING. ME LEH NEVER WASH THEN YOU ANGRY. WTSHIT. BIAS MAX. ARGH. I WANNA ARGH.

))))))))))):

I'M A LONER BITCH. NOTHING PLEASE PEOPLE. ARGH. NO FRIENDS NO ABILITY NOTHING THAT IS GOOD IN ME! NOTHING TO MAKE PEOPLE PROUD OF ME. WHATEVER LUH. LET HER BE THAT ANGEL IN YOUR EYES LUH! ARGH., I RATEHR GO SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND SUFFER IN SCHOOL THEN HERE TO SEE YOUR BIAS-NESS!

2010-01-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

I'M IN A HOUSE THAT DOESN'T FEELS LIKE A HOME. WTSHIT. ARGH.
IDKIDK. I'M FEELING UPSET. I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING FOR TRAINING. NO DRIVE NO MOTIVATION. TYVM FOR HEARING ME OUT! OKAYTHANKSBYE!

2006-12-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

A CHANGE??

everything seems a little different to me. somtmes i feel that left out. friend around me are getting kind of.. (i do not know how to describe la). but i know that things would chenge for the better. but seriously there a so many things hidden from me. but slowly i get to know the stuff by myself with the help of yourself. well. but it gives me second thoughts on everything that is happening la. but i believe that it'll will change for the better. YAY! i mean you girls can be leading your own life but i know that you two will always be there for me. best buddies! ha. (:

2006-12-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS IS FRIUT-SHAPED!

back from vbs.give a brief summary. super duper fun camp. the first day was already fun. ha. had singing, than the rules, the lessons. thad break and food throughout the camp is good man. had games on the first day too. had jaws, sailor and some gummy bear one. and they have the egg. my brilliant sister splatted the egg on me la. so stinky man.

the second day was a stay over. as usual singaing and lessons and lunch. had art and craft and it's nice man. than the lower primary went home and upper primary stayed som only. had bbq and they had they skit rehearsal. at 12 am, we went to have supper with those left over. nice man. slept really late and woke up early.

third day was the final day. lor left early cause she is flying off man. so sad. the children had singing and lessons. and lunch and games. three parts to the game. find the water bomb, throw it and pick up the plastic bags.haha. than it was thew finale. good job man kids!!

overall it was super fun and tired. (: for more detailed one go to
http://originalic.blogspot.com

2006-12-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

I FEAR...

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ]being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[x] black cats
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[ ] dark water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriends mom
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ]death
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] diseases
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[ ] shots
[ ] friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] being blind
[ ] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ]monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ]needles
[ ] blood
[ ] someone you love or care about getting hurt
[ ] love

2006-12-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

went cycling with jo and lor and had lots of fun. haha. i have a tan line and it's ugly.lala. okay. i'm too lazy to blog. so good bye!

2006-11-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

Level 1
[ ] smoked a cigarette
[ ] smoked a cigar
[ ] done weed
[ ] kissed a member of the same sex - for the fun of it
[x] drank alcohol
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
[x] been in love
[ ] been dumped
[ ] shoplifted-the fun of it
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 2

Level 3
[ ] snuck out of a parent's house
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] been arrested
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] gone out on a blind date
SO FAR: 3

Level 4
[ ] had a crush on an older person
[x] skipped school
[ ] slept with a co-worker
[x] seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 5

Level 5
[ ] had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends
[ ] been to Paris
[ ] been to Spain
[x] been on a plane
[ ] thrown up from drinking
SO FAR: 6

Level 6
[x] eaten Sushi
[ ] been snowboarding
[ ] met someone BECAUSE of myspace
[ ] been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 7

Level 7
[ ] been in an abusive relationship
[ ] taken pain killers
[ ] love/like someone right now
[x] laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
[ ] made a snow angel
SO FAR: 8

Level 8
[ ] had a tea party
[x] flown a kite
[x] built a sand castle
[x] gone puddle jumping
[x] played dress up
SO FAR: 12

Level 9
[ ] jumped into a pile of leaves
[ ] gone sledding
[x] cheated while playing a game
[x] been lonely
[x] fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 15

Level 10
[x] used a fake/someone else's ID
[x] watched the sunset
[ ] felt an earthquake
[ ] killed a snake
SO FAR: 17

Level 11
[x] been tickled
[x] been robbed/vandalized
[ ] robbed someone
[x] been misunderstood
[ ] pet a reindeer
SO FAR: 20

Level 12
[x] won a contest
[ ] been suspended from school
[ ] had detention
[ ] been in a car/motorcycle accident
SO FAR: 21

Level 13
[ ] had/have braces
[x] eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
[ ] had deja vu
[ ] danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 24

Level 14
[ ] hated the way you look
[ ] witnessed a crime
[ ] pole danced
[x] questioned your heart
[ ] been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 25

Level 15
[x] squished barefoot through the mud
[x] been lost
[x] been to the opposite side of the world
[x] swam in the ocean
[x] felt like you were dying
SO FAR: 30

Level 16
[x] cried yourself to sleep
[x] played cops and robbers
[x] recently coloured with crayons/coloredpencils/markers
[x] sang karaoke
[x] paid for a meal with only coins
SO FAR: 35

Level 17
[x] done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] made prank phone calls
[x] laughed until some kind of beverage came out ofyour nose
[ ] kissed in the rain
SO FAR: 38

Level 18
[ ] written a letter to Santa Clause
[ ] been kissed under a mistletoe
[ ] watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
[x] blown bubbles
[ ] made a bonfire on the beach
SO FAR: 39

Level 19
[ ] crashed a party
[x] have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
[ ] gone roller skating/ blading
[x] had a wish come true
[ ] humped a monkey
SO FAR: 41

Level 20
[ ] worn pearls
[ ] jumped off a bridge
[ ] screamed "penis" at a football game.
[ ] swimming with dolphins
SO FAR: 41

Level 21
[x] got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
[ ] kissed a fish
[ ] worn the opposite sexes clothes
[ ] Sat on a roof top
SO FAR: 41

Level 22
[x] screamed at the top of your lungs
[ ] can do a one-handed cartwheel
[x] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
[x] stayed up all night
SO FAR: 44

Level 24
[ ] picked and ate an apple right off the tree
[ ] climbed a tree
[ ] had been in a tree house
[x] are scared to watch scary movies alone
SO FAR: 45

Level 25
[ ] believe in ghosts
[ ] have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes
[ ] gone streaking
[ ] been in jail
SO FAR: 45

I've Done 45 Out Of 109 Crazy Things.

i'm not that crazy afterall. (:

2006-11-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

okay. i 'll post alittle and go out after this. last night went for my mother's company bbq. the food is nice man. just finish watching my aeroplane show. king of inspirational and cool. love that show. (: that's all. i'll blog another day!

2006-11-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

WAS MEANT TO BE ME AND DOREEN ONLY. BUT HUIJUN'S HEAD POPPED OUT!

2006-11-16T18:09:00.000+08:00

IT STARTED WITH A KISS!!

ha. thanks anica for introducing nice shows! ha. just read miss yeow's blog and i question was post. if you could turn back the clock what would you do.

after thinking for a while. i regretted not studying so hard for my PSLE?? that's one thing. and i wouldn't have left my previous primary school: st. hilda's primary. but if i didn't go into sengkang secondary, i wouldn't have known great friends like yina, anica, alicia and so on. and i wouldn't meet great teacher who i love so much lke miss yeow, miss kalidah and so on la. but, i mean both have it's own positive and negative parts. but since i can't turn back the clock i'll shall just treasure what i have and o things that i wouldn't regret! ha.

by the way, yesterfday was mr yap's last day so all the best. thanks for teaching a horrible student like me. but your teaching has helped me alot alot. thanks!!!

2006-11-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

NO REGRETS!

well. not going hongkong i have no regrets. but i miss, miss yeow. well, she's there and going there would be telling myself that i would be able to meet her BUT i have made up my mind not t go. so well. meet her in singapore than!

2006-11-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

DETECTIVE SOLVING CRIMES.

went to school for bridging again than after that went to anica's house because she forgot to bring her worksheet. so much fun. i'm sorry anica's brother! tahnks anica's mum and anica. had lots anlots of fun. and laughter too! ha. than after that went to school again for chemistry. than went to the dentist with anica so half the lesson is gone la. after school went to compass with anica and alicia. ate ice cream and we talked! ha. so fun!
than come home and went onmsn(: talked and helped anica convert songs (: and played a detective game. yo alicia, it's fun!!!

thats all for the day!

2006-11-07T16:20:00.001+08:00

full name
CHAN KAR YIN MILDRED

in backwords
DERDLIM NIY RAK NAHC

were you named after someone?
i don't th[ink so. i don't know so far a person who is so much older than me and my parents would fancy about.

meaning of your name
no idea.

i thinknickname/screen name
MIL!!!

birthday
10 september 1991

place of birth
glaneges hospital

nationality
singaporean

current location
sengkang

star sign
virgo.but i don't believe in this!!

religion
christian. i'm proud to be a christian

height/weight
155cm [ the teacher measured it wringly. it think ]
50kg [ exactly 50.ha ]

shoe size
5 or 6?

hair colour
black

eye colour
black

face inherited
i do not know!!!

inie / outie
outie

lefty / righty
right.

gender
female.

i'm not sure. MYSELF??can (:

guy friends
ermm.those i know.can't seem to th'ink of any?? la.

greatest buddies
joanne,loretta,yina,anica,alicia,jolyn. this are really really close to me. yup.

bf / gf ?
both??

crush
myself??jkjk.

parents
er, chanlaingoh and chanbenghock.

worst enemy
i do not have enemies.

bestest online guy/girl
those who are close to me?? i don't know.

craziest friend
all my friends are crazy!

greatest advicer
MUMMMY!! sisters?? i don't know la. depends opn what problem!

crying partner
korean drama actresses??

any sisters/brothers
1 older and 1 younger sistr.i'm in between.

any pets
NO

any disease
nope

pagers?
no. i do not even know how to use.ha

telephone?
talking on the phone is my hobby!! ha

cellphone
yupp.

pool / hot
you mean swimming??

a car
yeah. in my television and in my dreamland

personality
anyhtign that you think suits me!LOL

driving
yeah, arcade

own room
considered??

anything's ,missing
anything that i'm finding for!

schools
PAP tampines. st. hida's primary. nan chiau primary. sengkang secondary!

currently..
i'm typing on the computer

believe in yourself
that you can do it!

love at first sight
haha

txr's ahpeigao
huh??

listening ears
my teddy bear (: some people which i can't th'ink of.

get along with parents.
YUPP

prayers / pray
i pray to god!

believe in reincarnation
NO!!!!!

loves hanging on the phone
yeah. that's why i love the telephone.

getting married?
yeah

loves driving
arcade

motion sickness
nope!

eat stem of brocolli
yeah.

eat chicken with fork
yeah.

dream in colour
i forgot!!

type of fingers on home role
?

sleep with stuffed animals?
it's always on my bed. and i never bother to clear it. so it'll stay on my bed.

person who sleeps next to you
cupboard and sister

on the walls of your room
paint

dream car
never dreamt of it.

dream date
i'll dream about it one day and see if my future boyfriend is able to fulfill it!

dream honeymoon spot
romatic place?? like DUH!

dream husband/wife
someone who loves me and be a christian!

bed time
irregular

under your bed
a matress i think

single most important qn
?

bad time of the day
haha.when i'm not in the mood.

worst fear
i'm not really sure. cockroaches?? anyhting that makes me freak out!

theme songs
irregular

funniest/scariest experience
when i scared my friend! i shall keep it a secret how i scared you!

scariest/sillest experience
lol. i can't remember though.

worst feeling
when people"tao" me and when i'm being accused.

greatest feeling
hah. ;D being happy

list 6 ppl whom you wanna them to do this survey.
i'll entitle anyone to do it!

2006-11-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

i'll take a break and do a quiz!! ha

2006-11-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

WHERE ELSE BUT THE BBQ PIT.STARTING THE FIRE!!SORRY THAT IT'S CROOKED CAUSE I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO. (:

2006-11-07T15:59:00.000+08:00

ME AND YANYOU.SEPTEMBER 10 BABIES! YO MAN!

2006-11-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

TOOK THIS PHOTO WHEN SHE WAS STARTING THE FIRE. SHE DOESN'T KNOW! HA.UNGLAM RIGHT?

2006-11-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

BITE ME!!!SO BLUR LA!

2006-11-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

finally i get to use the computer wihtout any waiting!! ha.
went ot school for bridging again. there was NO difference. gave her a letter with some things inside. yupp. hope it will improve.ha. i'll continue post the photos. (:

2006-11-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

DONE WITH WEI XIAO PASTA. QUITE A NICE SHOW LA.

okay. i'll post the rest of the photos another day. (: seriously i don't know what's going on now. so quiet?? WEIRD LA! normal self?? i don't know ):

2006-11-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

HUIJUN DOREEN JIAHUI

2006-11-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

MICHELLE HUIJUN ME

2006-11-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

ME MICHELLE

2006-11-06T18:33:00.000+08:00

SAME POSITION AND IT'S ME AND YINA! (:

2006-11-06T18:19:00.000+08:00

FOR ONCE I'M TALLER!!!

2006-11-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

ME YINA JOLYN ALICIA

2006-11-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

ME YINA JOLYN

2006-11-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

the day we bought yina's present!!

2006-11-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

SO WEIRD!!!

hha. i mean not hha. today she's so quiet. don't know why. HA. but the reason is like unknown. SO, should i go and ask why or just pretend nothing happen. so. i don't know. by the way, is she online or not online?? i don't know. so them confused!!!
OH

by the way,
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!! YIPING!
sorry for wishing you late!!

2006-11-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

OGAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINA!!!FINALLY 15.HAHA

back from chalet. was fun.ha didn't hve time to blog as it was around one when i was done with everything. so now, i am here blogging.

yesterday:
went for bridging in the morning, than had a break in between so went to rivervale plaza with yina,alicia and jolyn. ate and took photos. i'll post it up another day. BUT, i've send it to alicia and yina already. than int he afternoon, met anica,alicia and jolyn than went for chalet. well, we to the rooms for awhile than went to start fire. and the gentlemen of MY class went over to help. i was like, wow, i love my class so much!! we bbqed, talked over the pit and at the pit which i was, was kind of fun. they gave post to each person. LAME, but so funny. toally enjoyed myself though the food is like not eenough.haha. took photos again and i'll post it up another day to. when my eyes aren't going to shut.ha.
chalet ws super fun. and i'll never forget it!!

today:
went to bridging again and like 1/4 of the class was there. must be the chalet?? i don't know.than brought yina's HUGE present to school. she like it!! haha. okay. os happy birthday 15 year old girl!! haha. tah's all for the day! :)

2006-10-27T10:47:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL IS OFFICIAL CLOSED FOR THE HOLIDAYS

holidays are here however it's not a holiday for me!! okay. but i have a very sad felling in me.or mixed?? i don't know. but like so many teachers are leaving what crap is this la. and it's like GOOD teachers!!

2006-10-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOLLL!!!

okay. school was normal. had use your hsdn campaign AND guess what, we cleaned the pe room. wanted to bring camera to take photos but i forgot. oh nevermind. than received our report books and after that had some SKY ACHIEVERS award. like crap la.

after school went compass with anica,yina,alicia and jolyn, and it was so fun though. we to eat lunch at KFC and after that went to buy present for a birthday boy. well, at first anica called him to ask what he wanted than he say anyhting than they decided on a bear. but well, after looking at bears, we realised that it's kind of unsuitable for him so went to call him and ask if chess was alright. so funny. we kept on laughing la.

after that went to alicia's house and wrapped the present and talk. HA TALK!! okay. and YOU hurry return the money to alicia and she bought goong after waiting for a long time and losing her patience.HA. but she got the money to buy but not to return alicia. like what crap! SO. YOU better return!!!

and here am i back, blogging after lots of fun. kind of lazy to blog this days. (:

thanks anica,alicia,yina and jolyn for making the day fun!! HA

2006-10-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

WHEN THERE'S A HOLIDAY,I'LL BE OUT!!!

last last tuesday, went out with yina and alicia. and watch john tucker must die. than go and anica's present.and home. yup. kind of fun cause we fixed the present.
BUT, it's over.

TODAY!!!!
went to anica's house and i didn't get lost.HAHA. so smart of me. than we ate for like 1 hour plus than played pictionary and another game. yupp. so fun. first time going to her house. so fun

thanks anica and here mum. haha. so sweet of her to ask if we have enough food.haha.

back to school tomorrow and we do not have anything to do.so play game! :)

anica, i'll reply your long letter with a long letter.haha.

2006-10-11T08:39:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!

from my dreamland.haha. havn't been blogging for a long long time and i'm back after the exams.ha. actaully exams are good. i get to go home early and i do not need to see my teachers face.ha

during the exams i realised i love my teachers alot. first time a have this feeling. isn't that great??

okayokay. i love wei xiao psta lots lots. i'm addicted. the show rocks man!!! the guy is so gentleman and handsome. the girl is cute. they match each other!! ha.
and gong rocks too. nowadays shows are having more and more handsome guys. can't stand it!

zhang dongliang. i love his smile. it's so sweet and wide. ha

i think i'm going crazy watching all this shows with handsome guys.

and eh. are you talking about us??

2006-10-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

I'm so in love with youtube!!

2006-09-11T16:45:00.000+08:00

am i really not trusted?? i trusted you soo much and now what. i'll give you a chance before i'll tell you about it!!

2006-09-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

HAD MUCH FUN DURING TH HOLIDAYS BUT I WANT MORE!!!
will post the details another day =)

2006-09-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

FUN!!

went to meet yina today at the cc. e studied than half way we saw hanping. she brought us to a study room. COOL!! by the way, thanks hanping :)

2006-09-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

JIAHUI JIAYI PRISCILLA HUIJUN MILDRED

2006-09-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

HUIJUN MILDRED JUSTINA

2006-09-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

SO CANDID!

2006-09-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

MILDRED DOREEN

2006-09-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

MILDRED PRISCILLA DOREEN JIAHUI HUIJUN MS TAN JIAYI

2006-09-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

DOREEN HUIJUN PRISCILLA JIAHUI

2006-09-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

JUSTINA HUIJUN

2006-09-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

JANET LIHUA JUSTINA HUIJUN

2006-09-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

JUSTINA HUIJUN

2006-09-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

JANET JUSTINA

2006-09-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

MILDRED JUSTINA

2006-09-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

JANET MILDRED

2006-09-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

JIAHUI DOREEN HUIJUN PRISCILLA JIAYI JANET MILDRED

2006-09-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

HUI JUN AND PRISCILLA

2006-09-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

it's finally september. time pass really really fast!!!

haven't been blogging lately due to cultural nights and common test.HA. have been really exciting this term!!

TEACHERS' DAY! (31/08/06)
had a celebration adn aces day workout. everybody was so high. they did the workout. HAHA. so fun. BUT super tired from the cultural night. SORRY teachers. didn't have time to go and buy or do any cards. i'll do next year. it's a promise. HAHA.

CULTURAL NIGHT! (30/08/06)
after much hard work and practices it has come to an end. time passed really fast. 10 weeks passed so quickly without any one realising it. everybody was high today. the performance was WELL DONE!! everybody scrteamed with joy after the performance. we had three cheers and shouted happy teachers day. took many photos. will upload later.HAHA. had great fun. thanks to the teachers. HAH! thoough there are some unhappiness, i enjoyed myself. BY THE WAY, thanks hui jun for sending me home. :)

COMMON TEST!
didn't do really well as what i had expeacted. i'll strive for the end of year. :)
anica,ina,jolyn, reana and alicia loy!! study hard. sec 4 will come really soon without you realising!!

2006-08-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

I WILL WAIT!!

i reget NOW!! never go and talk. the next time we see her will be when i'm sec4! ARRH!!! nevermind. i have patience. will talk to her when i see her at msn.

I REGRET!!

2006-08-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

I'M NOT FU QI!

guess what??i have to call the commitie members like mdm and sir. lke HELLO!! i'm sec 3 too. do you know what is respect lke yo me?? respect people who are older than YOU! but they are the same age as me OR one year younger. like HELLO!!! the last time it was call all seniors mdm and sir. NOW it's only the leaders?? i'll not call according to what i think.i know where i stand and what i'll do to give people respect. ewhen it's time,iu'll do it!! so angry!!!

I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT!!

2006-08-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

WELL, THINGS SEEMS TO BE OKAY! =)

8/08
had ndp parade at school so have to wear full uniform. well, was quite high that day so i screamed! haha. after that went compass to eat with alicia than went to her house. =)

9/08
went to my uncles house for some things. suppose to stay till the afternoon only but end up going home at night. watched the ndp parade at his house and can see fireworks from his house! WOW! quite nice. haha. went to eat the waffle and ice- cream.HA

10/08
went science centre and i'm back. suddenly seem to scientific as went to discovery centre on 1/08 too.haha. had a great time and took photos. maybe i'll put it up some time later.haha. BTW, thanks yina and alicia for the great time =)

ODD FEELING?

2006-07-31T20:06:00.000+08:00

IF I YOU DON'T KNOW ME WELL THAN DON'T TALK THINGS THAT YOU DON'T KNOW!

it's making me angry!! you said things that i don't think it's true. when i heard it, i can't belive you can say this. WELL, i've learnt a lesson:

NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER!

i simply ignored whatever you say cause i kind of can't be bothered!!!

ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY!

2006-07-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

is it utterly my fault?? wel, i did not expect this to happen but i don't even know the cuse of it. she is simply ignoring me. well, this can make me rather pissed off?? disapointed?? or just got nothing to say?? i don't know.

well, i don't know, can you just tell me?? i really hope this would not continue.

2006-06-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

MUSICAISN IN CAMP!!

back from camp. a really fun camp. welll, got even better bonding with the members!!

day ONE:
reached school at 8.30. we ahd foot drill, band practice and movie time. well, the time passed really fast.

day TWO:
the sec ones woke up at 4+. ws like huh?? why your wake up so early. than in the end was super tired as we had two sessions of foot drills and games. it was amazing race and well, my group was like the last due to some mistakes. it's alraigth, at least we get the bonding =) was super actually it's everybody. the night was super quiet and the rooms were all flat. everyone was sleeping.hah.

day THREE: (today)
woke up kind of late.went to bath and than went to eat breakfast.ha. had band pratice than sectionals than games.

the games is FUN overall!! thanks to the committee.

xiao ting, stop calling me that word and the clarinet section has created a jia family thingy?? haha.

your are not as bad as what i think. =) continue to work hard!! =)

2006-06-05T12:46:00.001+08:00

DAYS!

well, holiday has started for 1 week larady and i haven't been updating. =)

watched x-men the other day. a very nice show!! MUST watch it. well, waited for the extremely long credits to end just to watch a girl saying "charles" haha. well.

got a distinction for thoery grade 5. well, first time.hah. =) i sm happy with my results.hah.

going for band camp tomorrow. kind of excited. i think this would be exciting.hah.

went for bedok toen symphony band concert on saturday. met joanna and elene's frienda and we went together and met chang loong at the school. well, i saw my conductor at the concert. the band not bad. the percussion and trympet section rocks!! BUT the alumni played better than the main band.hah. not bad for a bronze standrad.hah =)elene you played well. WELL DONE!!

AND today, i'm goign to stay home the whole day. got to go and pack my stuffs. =) okay. bye people!!

2006-06-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

2006-05-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!

haven't been updating for a LONG LONG time. well, went for band toady and we played alvamar overture[i think it's spelt this way]. love this song!! hah.

got my level postions it's 60. quite happy with it. getting my report book tomorrow.

Finally, the holidays are here. =) but it's packed with band practices and other stuffs. i'm sorry i can't help with the good new club. i'm sorry.

Just read finish this book title:Megan meade's guide to the mcgowan boys
author: kate brian.
it's seriously nice.the story is so sweet.haha =) recommand you people to read.

2006-05-19T19:23:00.000+08:00

IF I COULD SAY SOMETHING I WOULD SAY:

IT"S DRIVING ME CRAZY!I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!

my actions have resulted to a consequences.

how i wish this would never never happen!

2006-05-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

DISSAPOINTED,PISSED OFF,NOTHING TO SAY.

was quite happy during lesson for the first two hours ONLY.got back my physics and i got an a.hah. we ahd to go chemistry and the results is freakingly dissapointing.just feel that wow,what nice marks i got. than got my geog resu;ts and was quite ahppy.many unhappy things happen tody.like whatever.having being stuck is a very horrible feeling.i ahd this feeling today.

well, your walked off without saying a word and thanks alot.end up sitting in the study area talking.you left me all alone.i thought i could control this horrible feeling and forget about it and one day you will realise what people is feeling and i can't stand it ANYMORE! if you htink it's fun,i think it is driving me to a point where i can't take it anymore.if any of this continues i will really cry out alll my anger.

they annouced the committee today and jiayi says my face is white.well, maybe because of all the things that is happening.

FINALLY,keeping things to yourself is not good.it will drive you crazy one day like the feeling i'm feeling =(

2006-05-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

=((

what bad week. well,had cca yesterdy and it's only the day after exams. so bored.played some songs and it's okay. =)received my chinese marks and i'm happy with it. the other received their e math but i did not take.luckily i did not take if not i'll be extremely disspointed with my results.

TODAY

received my a math.i'm very dissapointed actaully. i've got to do better the next time round.i dropped like one or two grades?? i don't know. regretted not practicing more before that. i'm just waiting for a message of "you have to practice more". went cip and all we did was shelving and straightening.so bored. =(( i'm really dissapointed with my results. which show signs of that i have to work harder.

YINA: don't be so dissapointed. we will strive hard together =))

2006-05-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

15 May 2006 =))

had great fun.went for goegraphy test and it's a killer. BUT finally the exams are over.hah. it's time for fun now. went home to change than went to orchard with yina and alicia loy.we walked the while stretch of orchard including taka,far east plaza,heeren,part of OG and i think nothing else.haha. so fun.though my legs might hurt a little but it's so fun.well, plan to do that more often.it's an exercise.haha.

16 May 2006 =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE =)

today had no school as i did not have any paper.so wake up in the morning accompany my mother to rivervale mall.than after that went to the student mart there to buy my uniform than walked all the way to heartland mall. haha. ate there and bought things before going to my cousins house. took a bus there than stayed there for almost 3 hours.watched i not stupid too again and chatted with my cousins.haha. so fun. and i borrowed the campus superstar cd from her.haha. will burn it. =))

2006-05-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

FUN!!

had chemistry today.the paper is okay.bet i can't get distinction at all. after that went to compass with phyli,ali chong and na. when we reached the shops were not open.so we walked around and bought some stuffs. than we walked and finally bought what we supposed to buy.haha. than we went to library and bought coffee to drink and talked there.was super fun! haha. never seen them with their smiles for a very long time. we should do that more often, it's VERY fun! we talked till 1 plus than went home.had great fun. let's MUG for the LAST paper!! than we will emjoy ourselves! haha =))

2006-05-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

PAST PAST

studied with michelle,yina and alicia that day.had total fun.haha.

PAST

haha.had a monday holiday.hah.was going to the hospital during the last few days.my grandfather is in there.so sad. =( than studied alittle social studies. haha.VERY little.haha.

PRESENT

today stayed back and studied with yina.well,learned alot.haha.i can't send the photos.sorry.will send you another day.cause the thumbdrive is with my sister.yupps.okay.

FUTURE

having SA's the next few days.HAVE to MUG MUG MUG!!

2006-04-26T17:25:00.000+08:00

YAY!!

stayed back and waited for yina the last few days.haha.was very fun.and we are closer NOW.YAY!!

YESTERDAY:
was walking out if school than mel called me.she told me suntec was giving out free ben and jerry ice cream so she asked me to go. i ate like 4 scoops altogether.sound so greedy.haha. super fun.queuing up for ice cream

TODAY:
went to walk in the rain with yina than went compass.suppose to buy a pen for anica but don't have.than went to buy borthday present and sweets for anica.went to take photo.sadly it can't be uploaded to the computer. =( tha went to rivervale plaza to buy lock for my sister than went home.

YINA:
i had fun today!! thanks. yay!!

2006-04-10T17:46:00.000+08:00

=))

this morning woke up like LATE! was kind of pissed offf cause going to be late for school.than went to school.did my 5 items.than i got cheated for my inclined pull up.maybe ask miss neo if can re-take that one. =). after pe while walking back to class at 3e1 there heard that somebody handphone and money have been stolen by somebody.and it's the second time that things get stolen from theat class. than the day went on.we had a math test today.was like difficult.was struggling but manage to finish doing it.watched part of pirates of the carribean in school during class.actually it's a nice show.

after school went to compass to buy some stuffs.had fun with anica,rena,yina and alicia.hah.while sitting at the stairs in compass got one guy walk pass than in say my as well sit in the centre and block the whole passage way.like go and die larhx.i already said sorry!!

i want mr yap to take over the e math lesson.HE can't teach at all.

sometimes i just feel like not studying for ONE whole day.

i want to watch pirates of the carribean!!hah

2006-03-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

WHAT A BAD DAY!

the day started well.

until recess.than yina and guides had to submit their campfire proposal.yina's group wasn't prepared for it and there was alot of missing thingys.

after that after school,i realised my human geog bok is gone.i was like aarhx.where did it dissapear.i was like so scared than i cried.thanks yina,anica,jolyn,alicia chong and loy,ying duan and rachael for you concern.i thank you! well, could not find it so think tomorrow go to class and see if there is and ask around.while on the way to robotics course alicia carried my bag and she realised that my bag the sling spoil.
ALICIA: i don't blame you!! thanks

yay! my bag can be exchanged. so happy but my missing textbook?? i don't know how!

2006-03-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

yesterday,had band and we played games after band.so fun.had some kind of bonding and some seniors came back.well, this new NIE teacher english called mrs chan came to take over mr quek and i want my common test paper!!

had robotics and IT test today.it's so difficult.where got easy.rubbish! yina treat me to chocolate again and she ate around 1/4 packet today.haha. she treat me two times already.today watse tiem at the robotics.don't know learn what about robot.okay. went to compass after that to buy some stuffs.wonder if i'm doing cip tomorrow but just asked yina she said nope. =(( miss cip!! it rocks. haha.

okay.okay.okay.hah.yina, reafd your blog, you said you lately not in the mood.you cheer up!!
remember to bring your tie! haha

2006-03-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

HA!

didn't update for 4 days already.

well,the day went on alright today.didn't have math ssp as it was cancelled last minute but waited for yina till 4+. mean while,went to library with ying duan,pinru and rena,we were playing heart attack there and we screamed little but didn't get caught.AND ying duan,you take care.don't get hurt again.mr wong taught us a math today and he is reading wholesale from the book.DON"T come and teach me!!

yina treated me to m&m but she ate almost half the packet. :) ha.okay.actually, i seriously got to study really hard.have to reach my goals. =))

well.have cca tomorrow.so won't be back early. =))

2006-03-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

A DAY.

went to school by bus cause it was raining.ha.and mr yap say i'm not singing the national athemn.got super pissed off.i was like whatever in my mind. now i agree with michelle=))

halfway during geog period, the science hod went into the classroom and read out those people who failed physics.than he counted 3e2's failures and 3e1's failures.he concluded that there was 33 of us and than said he would open a new class for us.he so irrtating.why must our school teacher's be so them irrtating.making me really pissed off sometimes.mdm zurina and miss kalidah didn't come today.two teahers in a row.so talking in class.hah=))

than went for cip at the library.the people there were like super friendly.than arrange the books according to alphebants or numbers than after all that,the last 30 mins,went outside to put the books on the shelf.was super fun larhx.enjoyed my day with yina and alicia chong.

=))

2006-03-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

WHAT A HORRIBLE DAY!!

firstly,the day started okay.received my chemistry marks and pleased with it.than went back to vlass.michelle and alicia did not do that well.so jolyn than say why i didn't teach them.i was like whatever.than i ask her a simple question.my physics fail why nobody teach me??than she say cause i never ask my sister.at that point of time i wanted to scream right in her face cause she said something that made me irrtated yesterday.she's ROAR!!!i didn't bother about her the whole day.just ignored her.

than went to band.than the news of miss wong leaving was annouced.well i'm super angry and pissed off larhx!!!after spending the last few years and i love her character this few days!!it rocks!!than there is this feeling.than well,from a united band to a ununited band.than there was quarrels and i'mreally hate than woman.she is SO SO irrtating.how i wish there is a change in cca.so sad.a change in conductor to me is like seniors rarely coming back.hope that they would come back.LOVE my seniors!!!

what a day.a super irrtating woman and girl is making me lose control of my patience and feel like shouting in their face.going cip with alicia chong and yina tomorrow.hope the day would be better tomorrow =))

2006-03-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SEOND TERM.

well.got back three subjects common test.really scared about tomorrows result that we will be receiving. =( the results are okay but dissapointing.had many many careless mistakes.didn't have time to check it anyway.only have one A and two B's so far.quite okay for the firdst common test.i scared about my physics and english.heard that many people failed for english.well.lessons are the same.

went compass point wiht anica,yina,alicia and jolyn to eat lunch.me and anica ate kfc while the other three ate ice cream as they had lunch in school already.quite angry sometimes.always never tell us got ssp than just tell us on the sctual day.but i rather have him to teach me than that mr wong.i can't stand him!!!

having cca tomorrow.yina asked me if i want to do cip in the library.well,i don't mind.so going to ask mdm zurina if need the form and can help me take. =)) okay.

2006-03-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!! finally.but what a sad holiday.

today is the FIRST day of the holis.had to do project.so met michelle and alicia first at cp.we waited for ONE hour before anica and jolyn called to say that we will go and buy the cloth first than they will meet them.BUT when we reached there,the shop is closed.so irritated.so we bought vanguard sheet instead.went back to sengkang cc and went to do till about 5.30.

for the second,third and fifth day of the holidays,i have band practice.leaving the fourth day for me to reast.on the fourth day,yina and the people havbe something on.concluding that i can't go olut wiht yina and people. what a holiday.spending all time doing OTHER things but not even a second on going out with yina and people.so irritataed. =((

okay.yina wanted to make me jealous by stating that she talked to miss yeow.like WHATEVER!! haha.just kidding =))

2006-03-09T19:07:00.000+08:00

GEE!!!the exam fever if off.finall finished the common test.
Well the paper isn't really that easy.it's difficult.none of it is set by my teacher except one.the other is not really considred.The ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS paper is so difficult.like 8 questions with part a,b,c at least and lst for one hour.How to finish!!! so irritating.The toh chee keong set like super difficult AND his class say so easy.lie what ever larhx!!! so crap. their class get top le larhx.okay got to go le =))

2006-02-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

roar!!!was kind of pissed off just now.but it's alright now. =)) haa. realised many many things during the last few days. was really stressed out by those stuffs and school work. common test is like ONE week from now. so got to study study study. expectations for me are high given by my family. actuaaly after messaging you that day really think that we should communicate more like last time. we should not let things be the same as now but change it to be better than last time. =)) looking forward to the holidays!! want to go ou with yina the friends.ha.so exciting. band is getting more boring.don't feel like going for it actually. but it's like a no choice. i'm forced!!! went to accompany janet to photocopy scores on friday and slack too. for two hours!! and than we talked.

to janet: i can see that you are improving in your studies.strive in the subjects you are taking.okay??

to yina: both of us can see the problems.so, since both of us know than lets change it. =))

talked to jon on the msn.was quite shocked he talked to me.anyway.he accused me of not talking to him but than like there is nothing to talk!!! so.just talk and talk.actually he's quite okay.well,you changed your impression of yourself to me today bahx!! and you can continue thinking of that question!!

2005-11-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

BACK!!!
after two camps in a row.wow!!!it was tiring.really enjoyed the two camps in a row but vbs was the best camp i went so far.

VBS
though next year the melinda chan would be helper but it really would be fun.this year was three days as usual.not suppose to go on the last day but missing the kids and might be seeing them only once so deciede to go insteasd of band camp.haha.the first day the kids actually were rather good.=)was in charge as a youth leader of the primary one.from 12 to 11 on the second day than 10 on the third day. had games.was plan by four of us. mervin,jo,lor and me.well.had a puzzle game which i lead.we wanted to play a balloon game but they stink terribly and changed to double wacko.suppose to be a very fun game but the result was horrible.it was in a big big mess.deciede to change the game as soon as possible to the jaws.that vgame was succesful.the children had fun.the last game,the children had much much fun but we,the helpers was having a terrible time.we were holding the bottles for the children and their saliva was seriously disgusting but overall the children had much fun.the food was nice.actually the thing in vbs is there's no bathing and the food is delicious and the children are sweet!!!isn't that cool.the second day,there's no game but art aand craft.the children did finish in 15 minutes and they got nothign to do.so bon jin taught than mai dang lao(mcdonalds).haha.they played till the end of vbs.played the piano for the morning singsparation.hah.leaders were super funny.time flew super fast than it was the last day already.played the piano for the kiddos during their performance.the last day games was screwed up.there's not enough time!!! was very fun too.than the talentime was very fun too but they did not give out the yummy jar.the children must be thinking what are we doing with it.had really really great fun during the vbs.and met really nice and sweet children like kelvin,emrick,brittany,miss vbs.haha.she's really sweet.get to know the church children more too.enjoyed myself.looking forward to next year's vbs!!!haha.

BAND CAMP!!!
missed the first day of this camp cause i decided to go for vbs instead of this.haha.the first day which i went was super tiring like foot drill for 2 hours than sectional for 1 hour than band practice for 4 hours.was super tiring but had fun.gave bryan his present during bbq.there was a game to the present was super fun.filled with laughter.hah.the secind day was much more fun.the foot drill had many many breaks nad we celebrated bryan's birthday.bought a cake and we talked till 12 midnight and plus plus.that day we slept at 2 mid night.was playing cards.than the last night was a concert.the plash lights was like shining at the front row where i was sitting and i'm wearing a black shirt.super hot!!!haha.had much fun with band mates,seniors and alumni.haha.but i don't really like band camp as much as vbs!!!!haha =)

DE-BRIEF OF VBS
went to church yesterday for a meeting of the de-brief of vbs.discussed how we can improve next year's vbs.haha.ilove vbs!!!i miss it!! haha =)

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2005-11-21T18:36:00.001+08:00

=)

Haha.Had much fun during band today.haha.bryan and peiying came back. =)time flies reall y really fast and band camp is next week.haha.and vbs too.

arrhx.too lazy to pack for band camp.so many things to bring like going overseas.so 'ma fan'. actually i'm not really sure if i'm excited by the camp.i'm crazy!!! haha.okay.haaaa.

guess what.i'm getting a digital camera after 8 december.haha.hope it's before the chalet than can bring ther and take photo.i took a nice picture today.hah.

getting really bored at home.watched the show like FOUR times already!! aarh!!